turn up the quality… and just play…
something for them days we call LIFe..
“Rhyme a few bars so i can buy a few cars,
then i flip a few flows so i get a few hoes,
excellence is my presence..”
i cant be hesitant, remember wat i represent,
go all out, and never accept nothing less
idk wat our future holds any more. today was a difficult day, but i was happy to see her.
i know wats the right thing to do, but we all know when u follow ur heart its never the right thing…
but if i were to give her advice, since she is my best friend i would tell her….
well thats is only for her to know….
never be sad things end, be happy they happen. everything ends, so appreciate everything while its happening.
those that know me, know that every time i use this pic as my default, then im usually not in a good place in life. its almost like im calling out for help. its kinda funny because im not religious at all.
the past few days i seen the world crumble before my eyes. and usually im there to put the pieces back together. i get my tools, my glue, and all my tape, and i fix things (yes, i know how to fix things. im actually very good at it. but again just something else most poeple dont know about me). but this time i think the pieces have been broken up so tiny that there is no way to put them back together.
at this moment i cant say im sad, just more shocked. im kinda numb to it all still because i still cant believe it… but i know in a few days it’ll all sink in. that lonely late night when i cant sleep, those dreams i have no control over, i know it’ll all come rushing in, like a wave of emotions.
i guess wat i wrote all this for is to say
i love you
and im sorry
sweet dreams
i can never have another drink, ill still be drunk off your love…
