those that know me, know that every time i use this pic as my default, then im usually not in a good place in life. its almost like im calling out for help. its kinda funny because im not religious at all.

the past few days i seen the world crumble before my eyes. and usually im there to put the pieces back together. i get my tools, my glue, and all my tape, and i fix things (yes, i know how to fix things. im actually very good at it. but again just something else most poeple dont know about me). but this time i think the pieces have been broken up so tiny that there is no way to put them back together.

at this moment i cant say im sad, just more shocked. im kinda numb to it all still because i still cant believe it… but i know in  a few days it’ll all sink in. that lonely late night when i cant sleep, those dreams i have no control over, i know it’ll all come rushing in, like a wave of emotions.

i guess wat i wrote all this for  is to say

i love you

and im sorry

sweet dreams

those that know me, know that every time i use this pic as my default, then im usually not in a good place in life. its almost like im calling out for help. its kinda funny because im not religious at all.

the past few days i seen the world crumble before my eyes. and usually im there to put the pieces back together. i get my tools, my glue, and all my tape, and i fix things (yes, i know how to fix things. im actually very good at it. but again just something else most poeple dont know about me). but this time i think the pieces have been broken up so tiny that there is no way to put them back together.

at this moment i cant say im sad, just more shocked. im kinda numb to it all still because i still cant believe it… but i know in  a few days it’ll all sink in. that lonely late night when i cant sleep, those dreams i have no control over, i know it’ll all come rushing in, like a wave of emotions.

i guess wat i wrote all this for  is to say

i love you

and im sorry

sweet dreams