apparently i never posted this on here… so here i go…

Tony Park- Listen Now   (beat by Dviousmindz @ dviousmindz.tumblr.com/ )

w/ lyrics

Listen now,  is soo much shit im trying to figure out

So much wrong I keep doing, I aint winning now

was once just a simple child, now im just a bigger child

Stubborn immature pissy mouth

Still afraid of the same fears, so my lifes been in the same gear

Its about to be new onne but I still feels like the same year

So much pain here but its self inflicted

Im committed to self pity please help me kill this

 I cant do this any more im sick it’s a disease

That I keep hurting those that are loving me

My Priorities are off, im lost being nicer

To complete strangers than the one im sposed  to wife up

If im lucky enough and if she loves me enough

Cause to trust me is tough when im running a muck

Its like im a drunk mad man and that dude she cant stand

So I got to get this right before it’s the last dance

So can I have this dance, can we go one more round

Get dressed in ur fav dress and spend a night on the town

But that shit I cant afford, cause lets face it im poor

So we goin to use ur money lets just  pretend its not yours

Its just so ridiculous from the outside lookin in

I just pray you stay with me till everything is good again.

See you pay for everything while I go to school

So after I graduate imma do the same for you

Frued would say this cuz of my childhood and I believe it

Cause everyone I ever loved was always leaving

An abandoned lil child sitting alone in my house

Now I aint making excuses I just had to let that out

But ull never leave me, at least I hope not

So I still keep my guard up even though ur not

Maybe that’s my sign maybe that’s my cue

If I go all in then we not going to lose

but i got so much i got to prove,

so much more i got to do

no more time to pick and choose

i just really gotta move

i cant be hesitant, remember wat i represent

go all out and never accept nothing less

so let me ask you this, if i cant go no more

would u lift me up and push me harder than any one has ever done before

or would u just stand there while im passed out and

yell at me and spit at me like everybody else