you asked me what today was, asked if i knew what today was and asked if i remembered ….

like if i ever forgot

that day was once the most important day in my life.. it was the day i looked forward to more than any other day i ever lived… it was a date i had marked on my calender and worked hard everyday to make sure i was prepared for that day….

and even though god had other plans and that day fell thru it was still a sacred date…

then one day u used it as the biggest lie, you used it as the biggest excuse, you went ahead and took away every single good thought that came with that date… u used the sacred date and the reason for it as an excuse…

and the funny thing i believed u

but the truth is u lied. and u ripped my heart out…

now that day no longer means anythign to me.. its a day i wished was skipped on the calender each year.. its a day i dont even think about any more…

the only thing that day reminds me of is how u used the most sacred day as an excuse…  now that day is nothing but pain and a reminder of how low u can go to tell a lie…